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10 July 2006 @ 12:30 am
Theatrical Muse: Week 133: Question 133  
Name: Dr. Sid Hammerback

Fandom: CSI: New York

Word Count: 186


If... (Complete the sentence and write your ficlette.)


If only she hadn’t passed away.

He thought about all of them, often, but his wife, his wife was different from his sons. He loved his sons as his children, but his wife, Marianne, she had been his lover, his life source.

The number of times they had copulated astounded him. The number of times they had done it in places other than their bedroom, amazed him and dumbfounded him. With her, he had been free, but, at the same time, refrained. They had had open sexual lives, they were swingers, exhibitionists, they dabbled in voyeurism and practised BDSM. Their lives, they were not sick, they were not harmful, no, no, they were beautiful. They both led beautiful lives, full of adventure and pleasure.

He still dated, he still made love. There was a mutual understanding between him and the people he took to bed, that there was nothing permanent ever to happen between him. He wasn’t a quick fuck, but he wasn’t a long one either.

She had been his other half, and he missed her with all of his heart, mind, body and soul.
 
 
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